StruGgle
Tuesday, September 28, 2004

*sTruggle*



" But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to answer, for a doubtful mind is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. " -James1:6- God Bless u people!



Today's is some sort of struggle.. reail struggle.. be it in work, emotions and also diet.. why struggle in work.. yest seems nothing was being done in lab.. was figuring out.. how should i go about doing the passing variable? asked jimmy for help.. but i know the logic! ok, nvm.. forget it.. *bang wall* while i'm figuring the idiotic part, the others in my lab is playing magic.. *faint*

i was very tempted to eat.. i'm seriously curbing diet.. ya.. i duno why, its just my mentality? or is it all girls mentality? *grinx* that i just wan to be happy to shed off those few kilos? ok ok, girls... had mooncake today again.. tianfu called it the 'mooncake fest' haa.. well, *shrugx* i wan to watch Resident Evil!! yeah! reali.. think have to save money first.. i'm declarin bankrupt soon.. nolah!! i stil have a RICH DADDy up there.. amen..

Vincent is determine to lose weight now.. haa.. he dun mind eating blanch taw gay! ops.. ya, good healthy hearty meal =) we always pray that we lose weight effortlessly? and that we just gain all the nutrients and not the fats.. haa.. this was funny.. amusement in the midst of prayer.. i believe Jesus must be smiling at us.. *laUghx*

i'm praying for mum still.. that she will just get a job soon. favour and grace just covers her.. ya, though she's not a christian YET.. she wil be.. =) amen.. one fne day.. yeah~ ..

running... yap. i'm conquring.. later in the day i will be accompanying pf to jog.. ar dui.. the girl wans to swim, but guess i wan to rest at the later part of the day.. be home.. and let mum send resume.. =) thursday, a day of resting as well.. and Friday! wOoHoo.. CareGroup. *read ur bible pray everyday* <-nursery song

Had a long talk to charissa last night.. till 2 am? haaa.. i mean, i love u alot k? char! i'm sorry for those time we din manage to talk.. be it u doze off or i doze off.. *wink* oh, for those who do not know char, she's my seconday sch fwen.. one that is reali dear to me.. one who do not despise me and cast me aside.. one who accept the way i am, and just love the way i am.. me too.. this friend of me, is precious! =) u guys should meet her, she's a pearly genuine freako! haa.. nah. =) *cHuckLe* alright, it seems the more i write about my day.. my day ended better than it starts.. good laugh with char, good clear talk to vincent.. a brand new morning, with brand new blessing..

was readin the book of James yest for QT. its something for me.. God is faithful pple.. He knows wad u are goin through.. =) rest and lean on Him.=) He's still the ultimate one..

@ 10:40 PM

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