Monday, May 23, 2005
pretty upset about a few things...
my grandpa health is not on the good side.. and my heart wretch as i see him cry as well..

i tried my very best in not tearing, but just couldnt help. he's my darling grandpa. someone i hold so close to my heart. yet all these are happenign to him.

evrytime i call him, he's always so joviel and assuring me that he's ok. but i should have know. he's sick by than. he's in hosp now. and i applied for urgent leave, to see him in there. no one visited me. he called me this morning. he got admitted on sunday afternoon but called me on monday morning. i ask him 'why? now than inform me?' he reply.. 'its sunday. dun wan to ruin ur day.' why is he always thinking of others? i can simply forsake any plans i have. just to be with my grandpa. beside ah kong. there's no family so closely bond with me. yes, not even my mum and sis. ah kong and vincent is the onli one i think i love.

i'm not feeling good.

anyone that is reading this.. pls. extend ur prayers to my grandpa.

bottom of my heart. utmost of thanks. thanks... sincerely.

Monday, May 16, 2005
"Part of the problem, Mitch, is that everyone is in such a hurry, " Morrie said. "People haven't found meaning in their lives, so they're running all the time looking for it. They think the next car, the next house, the next job. Then they find those things are empty, too, and they keep running."Once you start running it's hard to slow yourself down.

hmmm... its from my company's meeting minutes.. :) interesting aint it?
well.. if u were to think at this moment "what exactly is ivy working?"
k... its a front line job in a tuition center. and i'm enjoying it.. working with people.. and little ones.. yes.. i learn so much from the parents and childrens.. how parents will spend on them.. on how much time they would sacrifice waiting for their kids... parents love.. :D

Saturday, May 07, 2005
oh god i'm still so tired. what's with all this fatigue... have been dashing to bed since i reached home. swamped with work lately.. its ok, most of the time i'm consoling myself. to think of i'm supporting myself. aint it something worth mentioning? (:

i feel bad. when i know my time with vincent is shorten when days drew closer to 3June. and worst is when i'm working. seem that i'm neglecting him great time.. i'm consoled enough by him that he understands and stand on my side. he's so understanding. so suave in his actions.. (: a metaphor. :) simply. i love him. I'm stuck. in this lifetime with him. settled. peace~


seen so many childrens coming in and out of tuition center. so many little faces popping up the table asking "can i use the phone to call mummy?" melt on the spot.. the innocent and worry free days.. they still have 10 over yrs of education. and i'm out of it. in working force. though working is tough. but i'm enjoying. as in. kids and something i like.. working with people. :) yeah!

alright. shant go on. no energy. gotta hit the sacks soon. night babes and hunks and brownie!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
tomoro's joey birthday.. my tuition kid (: her 11th birthday... these few tuition.. she got a lot of scoldings from us. that's bad or good news?

posted to JE and handed over so much responsibility... *roLl eye* aint easy.. but can be done.. handling the keys make me panic..the alarm system can practically break me to cold sweat.. din know how to operate that and it sound the whole building.. sianx.. cold sweat.

so much codes to remember and stuffs... ah! can be done.

heard from liru that results will be out tonight? *shiverx* the whole 3 yrs of poly, coming to an end.. well... good resutls i'm anticipating.. (:

update soon. din have the mood to blog now... preparing joey's exam papers... hmmm...

oh.. charissa and chun.. i miss u.