Friday, January 21, 2005
Rushing against time




well well well... very worried about UMS proj now.. the very fact that i'm not an ASP person.. the codes just look so alien to me.. and my partner's comp is down.. *wails* it doesnt matter! i know we can do it! lean on His understanding.. e-ba!



stayed in sch for the longest hours for this semester yest.. and wanna sayTHANK YOU to PEA BRAIN.. hey girl.. thanks.. she's reali a precious girl.. yes, smart one.. has all the patience to teach me ASP and telling me wad my next step is.. though small in size, yet dynamite in intelligience.. ok ok, shant go on praising her.. *keke*


was a little upset over lunch with my group yest, when asked about, one-of-my-days.. well.. i kept it well under my smiles.. =) its ok.. but i will just see wad happen when the day actually arrives.. aint anticipating anything big.. cux wad i reali wan is just being with dear.. right? nothing else reali matters..
*smile*


class chalet is coming up! so happening.. not to say i'm the one organising it.. but i feel so excited just asking ard, and getting everything done.. keke, guess its after exams we'll be reali getting our playfulness out.. keke, was so funny when i make fun of martin's name.. jaymes to jaymess in every email.. well, jokes..


ok ok, think i got to be back on track for my asp.. registration, cart.. argh..

CHARISSA! darling girl.. i'm so sorry.. than we've not been talking lately..like AGES! hai.. its a living guilt.. but, not to sought understanding from u.. cux u are AlWays understanding.. =) but, thanks all these while.. could feel that are still so lovin towards me.. thank u girl..i wrote u a letter, yes.. but its still with me... sorry babe~ get it to u soon!!!!! =)

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CHUN! pls!! be here in singapore!!! =) call me k? be waiting!

Saturday, January 15, 2005
VIRUS GONE


and the hero is.....


VINCENT the


Donkey!




yeah! listening to 'everlasting love'... awww.. nice.. computer virus's gone! up a firewall.. all the stupids donk, trojan, bloodhound.. gone! yeah~ and credit's goes to darling.. stayed up till wee hours of night, while i snore in my bed.. and tackle all the virus for me.. *smile* felt so blessed that i would have him to be by my side.. hahaha.. k, stop the mushy mooShy stuffs..



UMS proj dateline or DeaDline is coming up.. and i just got my IIS done yest.. lucky to have pea brain.. she's damn genius.. guess, she's one of those friend in poly i treasure alot.. reali, she's just that crap lot.. haha.. many things had happen.. and i realise who are my true friends.. who have helped me and who has shun away from me.. was rather panic last few weeks, school fees due soon, and i'm just so afraid things will not work out.. unpleasant things happen.. and that was the last thing i reali want it to happen.. i din wan money to destroy the friendship.. and i pray it did not happen.. *sigh*


baking pineapple tarts very soon! this year CNY is rather quiet at home.. mum just lost her job again, and my fees, and CNY? think nothing.. not to worry, i guess..



am i getting over paranoid on my weight issues? *LOUD* well, tell me i'm beautiful.. ahahaha.. alrighty, gotta help my sis in her baking.. she bakes worse than me.. hahahaa, no lah.. beginner.. 'dun be rude'

Tuesday, January 04, 2005
::tired

::so little time...

projects proposals coming up..

stressed up with school fees...

fed up with weight problems..



*screma* i couldnt be bothered.. with anything.. anymore.. i miss da hu lu!

Sunday, January 02, 2005

was just watching CNA at hub's place.. :( i cried while watching.. people bodies are all bloated.. children that died? babies still in diapers? people snatching for the ration food? and its an elderly somemore.. my heart reali ache for them.. reali...


did a donation.. and i seriously pray that everything will reali be on good ways for them.. let these suffering be no more inflicted.. :( WHY? new year? seems so dark and cold?