Wednesday, July 05, 2006

some things i would rather not talked about it.. it might just sour and make things worse and tense up... it might be i'm a person that is protecting herself, but i have learnt this all my life. i would rather shut myself out, than to linger at someplace which i know i dun enjoy and i dun belong.

it started this way back when i'm in my pri yrs. i witness so many of my parents fights. bringing all those shit emotions to sch, and upon reaching sch, i have to act bloody hell nothing happen and on with my life. its went on. secondary yrs was worse. my mum would talk all her rubbish in her car when she's fetching me to sch, and will reprimand me for some stuffs. upon reachin sch? act nothing happen again. poly yrs? i got to slog my life out to work and study to pay for my sch fees..

life's hard. but i past by. people dunno wad i went thru. not writing a pity sobby story.. but i have wad i have in me is instilled long ago. dun ask question which makes u think will make me ponder. if i chose to close that door, it might be hard. hard to even open that again.

pillars of my wall may seen strong. strong and steady on the outside, but it might just toppled right from the inside. ever live in a home with no love?

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