Thursday, April 28, 2005

just when i thought the sales training will be another loomy sleepy kind of meeting.. Much to my utmost surprise, sean was really good in conveyin and the big boss as well.. chinese is too chim for me.. keke..no doubt, i learnt so much.. and its rather interesting or should i say: enriching?. and i swear! the contents are so ...aww.. enriching. i like where i am working.. keke.. seriously. (:

company's good. provide lunch for us. and its awesome! chicken rice? soon kueh? old char kee? and yesh! my fav JOLLYBEAN pancake.. yeah~ had a handsome taking on that. ops.. (: anyway, i am feelin satisfied today. GLUTTONY!

ok, i just read STCMB is the top fourth silver band. really not!?
maybe? hahaha, i'm sure they are much better than our blue ridge saga silver. (:
anyway, that was our year of Glory as well..

i miss band. i miss tuba. but i love horn. ?

Tuesday, April 26, 2005
here i am blogging.. when i'm suppose to be working..
most of the people are doin their own stuffs too.. only 1 parent enquiring about our curriculum..

i had such a blessed weekend.. spent quality time with hubby, and i really enjoyed his presence so so much... just by lying on the bed, looking at stars, saying our dreams and future.. bliss isn't it? keke..

sure thing.. in less than 2 months time.. he'll be in army. and me.. gotta be independent..no doubt. i will be. (: already had in mind wad should my plan be when hubby is in camp.. hmmm.... yeah~ massive diet. hahahaha.. *as if*

hopefully the crowd will be here soon. keep me occupied.... *frownx*

Sunday, April 24, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my DARLING CHUNnie!

hey babe! its ur 21st. i knew u had celebration. had truckloads of fun.. and swamped with blessings from all of ur friends.. now, its turn for mine... u are one of my most treasured friends.. i swear, in this lifetime.. i will be keeping real close to me. i'm so fortunate to maaintain wad we have achieved so far.. we have gone through so much..

21. the year of adulthood.. i'm sure our Daddy up there, has plans for u to prosper in every area. no worries. cuz all are provided.. including ur rabbit. (: *ops* love u darling.. from the bottoms of my heart.

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i love my grandpa.
i love my God.
i love Vincent.
i love my friends.
i love kids.
i love where i am now.
i love the way i am now.
i somehow miss programming. (:

a link.. hear it. a remix of all nice songs.. lyrics of different songs parts combined to a tanbulas song.. (:

here's the link.
remix song

enjoy~

just visited my grandpa... he's really my cheerful pie.. upon seeing him. i really can sense the love he has for me.. its not that din get to experience this else where.. from my brownie... but.. grandpa's different... [ops.. some one is angry, and dun allow me to drink water] <- brownie!
anyway... my grandpa... is my man of God! (: he has always been.. and he is still.

having 2 days off! yeah, can accompany vincent before he sets in for army. ): sad. for job, i had been posted to Jurong in Maths Dept.. (: yup, i was right, in handling over 1200 students.. yeah~ not a small mountain...

shux. i din have any thing to blogged. yes, stucked in words.. bought 3 magazines since yesterday. well... waste money.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005
take a look! my darling's blog.. hee...
His life...

strange.. dear, let u know something.. ur blog got tag board.. but no text area.. how to tag?

*smile*

worked for 2 days.. i like the surrounding.. i like the people i'm working with..
tonnes of work to be learnt.. but step by step.. working in a tuition center, actually. in the 1st place, i have very vague idea of my work scope.. keke.. ops..

i feel kinda belonging in there by 2nd day. after the 1st days of 'orientation'. i'm more or less.... settled and be on main desk. (: be posted to JE soon.. and there, i will be handling... 1000+ students? *faint*

for those who have not found job.. lose no steam? (: u will get it.. soon. its just that lady luck is on my side. i'm in for the first few interviews... praise God for the favour. (:


There art two cardinal sins from which all others spring: Impatience and Laziness.

Saturday, April 16, 2005
The little boy and the old man.

Said the little boy, "Sometimes I drop my spoon."
Said the old man, "I do that too.
"The little boy whispered, "I wet my pants."
"I do that too," laughed the little old man.
Said the little boy, "I often cry."
The old man nodded, "So do I."
"But worst of all," said the boy,
"it seems Grown-ups don't pay attention to me."
And he felt the warmth of a wrinkled old hand.
"I know what you mean," said the little old man.

- A Light in the Attic

ah-kong...i love u.

You're alive.

Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated.

It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences.

It sounded like this:

Look.

Listen.

Choose.

Act.

Friday, April 15, 2005
chatting with denice now..
i realised.. my communication with others has changed for a slight change... instead of asking wad i usually does... its now has turn to "hey, wad's ur plan?" some i had chat had uncertainties... as i said.. exams over,might be a resting point for many.. but for many.. it might be a 'headache' point. many were astonished to know i already found a job. but. why? :shrugx:

i wan MSN 7! argh... i'm still using window messenger back at home.. without so many function. even the basic.. send files or photo is not working. best... its ok. i can tolerate that. it is nothing when compared to doin programming project. staring at e comp and waiting for the program to work, when obviously. the program had actually create a matrix. in short. it hang my comp.

darling is sleeping now.. yesh.. he reali can sleep.. and i'm eating mini M&Ms now.. [raymond, dun jealous] yesh.... i realli can eat. i was reading a mag when it says, its not that people crave for food that is laden with oil or sweet. example: chocolates and fried stuffs... its actually, because, these are the people that are born with lesser or not that sensitive tastebuds. that is why they require a much more 'intensity' to stimulate the food crave. so its not that i'm fat. blame it.... on the tastebuds! hahahhaha... its not a joke. its true! oh well, if u guys think i'm deceiving myself agn. i'm not.

i just realise the M&Ms i'm eating resembles saga seeds.. eecks!

i like this...

And since you know you cannot see yourself,
so well as by reflection, I, your glass,
will modestly discover to yourself,
that of yourself which you yet know not of.
William Shakespeare


its true. we cant see ourselves... and we know our bad point(some) and tries to hide it from others. are we bound by this. just because we grow up with it.

feel like visting melbourne. a Christian country. peace. Charissa and joseph had agreed.

my next stop: Melb.

slept at 2 am and wake up at 9am..
guess the couple of days.. i had slept more than enough. compensate more than enough.

had this sudden to be online and blog.. and listen to my blog music.. its kinda-of-my song.. not applying in my current situation. but back in stc, when i like this girl.. hahaa.. well well, way back then.

vincent had his truckloads of fun with his classmates last night. spent the whole night at east coast with them.

wonder wad's up with me.. just becuase he din reply me, i start to flare up.. not that i did that on purpose.. but am i being too possessive. yes, i noe i am. but. it seems like its beyond my control.. *shrugx hard* i really (from the bottom of my heart) dun wan anything to happen to us. just because of my stupidity attitude.. i tried changing.. but this(attitude) is instilled in me.. arghh.. can try harder. its just my flaws lah, that others is oblivious to. well, i seen through myself. :transparent:

i'm hungry. *growl*

there's being so many things bothering me these days. having mixed feelings. think i cant be left alone for too long. depression will strike me suddenly. cry for no apparent reason, and din want to leave home.. aint good at all. *frown* mayB a chapter yet to discover is scary.. i have my own amount uncertainties as well.

people find it wierd when u do things alone.. go movies along, go shopping alone, or even go east coast alone.. i called that the spirit! cux instead of feel ashame, but u have the courage to see God's creation and pampered urself. i think its worth trying. i tried shopping alone.. its better! girls out there, its really worth trying out.. reasons? simple! I can change and admire myself in the changing room as long as i like without feeling my friend or vincent waiting outside will turn moudly. *grinx* movies? and east coast? well, worth trying. one fine day. when i reali getting edgy in all stuffs, its time to re-discover, the other side of enjoying alone. wierd? i think its fun! wonders. if time permits.


boy A: Come tell me a joke.
girl A: oh jokes, u are very handsome!
crowds: ponders awhile... and laughs....

people, laugh.. laugh can.. haha.. its a joke.

yayness.. just done with the blog site for charissa.. keke..
alittle problem occured during the construction.. well, i forgotten she's using blogdrive.. hence, the codes clash with blogspot.. *frown*

nah, its solved.. kekeke.. HTML nia. *fold arms*
Smelly foot.. hope u like it k? let me know, should u want any amendments. (:

done 2 trips of baking today.. thought that the 2nd batch was abit yucky.. it says 2 cups of flour.. but! the dough turn out to be so stiff.. think i'm baking stone.. appaluse to my wisdom, din add the whole 2 cups.. hai. wasted...

oh! come! have a look.. the M&M i bought.. hee.. see the hugh difference..the big size ones is the ones we normally see.. the small one so cute.. hee..



see?


i love my background music.. not meaning in my life.. but awww.. i like it.. was watching tv, bored.. kept switching channels.. till i switched to Arts Central.. hey band! aww.. its an orchestral band.. with some jazzy.. my goosebumps was on me, again. when horn just went.... blasting..

oh oh.. another major news.. STC band got a silver! double yayness... our glory of silver is back. stil remember when my batch gotten a silver. aww, with miss doreen tan. awesome.. the feeling. i'm now thinking.. if qianyi word's make sense.. that mr wong is a born-to-bronze-medal guy.. *rude*. but hey! stc, way to go.. not to drop in standard again.. stcmb seems so distant to me now.. after i played with them for their 2nd concert. that was our moment of glory.



i was in! awesome alright? so proud to mention.. my darlings juniors.
i miss band! can i perform, again?

sigh. i will paddle on.
charissa.. i miss u...
chun.. be back soon...
darling.. i love u. treasure u till bits..

Thursday, April 14, 2005
Nothing is real, not even in Singapore.
Talk is easy, talk is free.
A burgler can turn a case against the owner of the house he is robbing and wins the case.
A passing remark made at some point in your life can one day become your living will - but whose words are those?
We are bounded by human laws, human judgement, human fallacies.
Is God only for the feeble-minded? or for the wise?
He who is real is real no more, time waits for no one, time changes everyone.
Human defined reality or Godly wisdom?
Choose your path, place your bets.

Had a new look for my blog! keke.. spent around 2 hrs? searching and planning stuufs.

i miss my darling.. ):

yes, u are right.. i had too much spare time to do all these.. was planning to buy shoes (yes.. i am buying more!) for work.. formal shoes. i realise.. i cant survive those on my shelves.. firstly, they looked gorgeous, no doubt. but.. er.. i have to buy lah.. dun stop me.. u can try, but the chances of succedding is.. its ok.. let's move on.. should i get more clothes? but my closet is bursting. oppsy..

tomoro's a feast day! keke.. darling's exams are finally over.. and he's mine now! *grinx* his army days is coming.. i must be mentally and emotionally be prepared.. he's my pillar.. my strive.. i hope i wont go crazy when i dun see him.. *roll eyes*

does seed contain starch? oh well... i need water.

i think i sprain my neck! did i sleep too long? or did i sprain it yesterday while i changed my bedsheet? arghh... its irritating me.. just imagine, type a few sentence, u got to shift the neck here and there. hmmmm....

alrighty.. the butter has soften! cookies time! (: anyone?

Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Bored to stiff

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
>>>FreeDom>>>

Monday, April 11, 2005
Addiction to M&M

Monday, April 04, 2005
This was when we took when we are suppose to be studying.. kekeke..




Goddess Van and me...



Goddess, Princess, and er... me..

Peak Period.....