Saturday, May 13, 2006
i have been so engross in my dramas.. i can actually dream of it.. i think my prev entry was on He Jun Xiang. and i just finished my korean drama. another love story.. a pity its only 17episode ;( i dun have enough of it!

no matter how busy i am, i would dash home to see my drool idols. keke..
met up with Charissa yesterday. had some good talkings. and i'm glad that i met up with her. thanks to her persistence.. haha. i do not have to hide any feelings when i'm with her. i'm really comfortable and i'm glad that i have her with me till now.. someone who show no pretences.. apparently, i have some friends who think they are damn great and 'so nicely' add words and action into me. i cant change whoever had such thinking of me. but i know it in my heart. no point of acting the good angel.. if u have successfully portray me as the one being the bad guy, thanks. u have succeeded.

hai! complain is just non abusive kind of anger.. well, back to topic. ok, i think i should really lose wt. haha! no lah,i lost all the zest in doing. and i strongly believe that work is adding the piles. all the teachers said so.. i'm glad that my colleagues are all working well.. it can be very stressful when anyone of them made a mistakes. cux, i will be the one appeasing the fury situation.. i tried to convince some parents who are at withdrawal thought. and i am ecstatic that i manage to retain a few! yeah! keke.. keep it goin. i just hope that most of them will be able to 'convince' as well..

holiday for the kids are coming. its when we have all the enrichment lined up for them. i feel like joining them for the magic thingy. keke. i wonder if i could.. nah.

Hubby has been reserved. and i am kind of suffering alone in this place.. seeing that woman and once she open her mouth, it can practically spoil my mood and spoil my whole day. shitty manx.. i tried to avoid her at all cost. its ok, i will be out of here soon. right brownie? ;) slowli, we will build the dreams we had together.. next month will be our 5th year together. though there was many many ups and downs. i believed we are really settled down after so much has happen. all the mishappenings. it has taught us to love the weakeness in us. he has seen all the lousy side of me. i had seen the disgusting sight of him.. well.. :)

every moment we share together
its even better than the moment before,
if everyday was,as good as today was,
i cant wait till tomoro come.

Saturday, May 06, 2006
i have recently being on a drama craze.. more specifically, Taiwan's show. i could easily spent tonnes of money on them.. aww..

the show which i just watched finished.. was 恶魔在身边 casting 杨丞琳 and killing looking 贺军翔.. another love story. but it was superb, not saying about the story line. all love story ling is basically the same. wad i meant, was the cast. it's really idol kind of flim. i din really like 杨丞琳 before i watched this show.. she cant host! but well, my perception change after that.

i din really like this show initially though. just that i need some show to kill my time when i'm resting at home.. keke, i dun tink i was killing my time after i watch. instead, i watched till wee hrs at night..

sad thing is i finished watching, and i need another one to continue. hahahaa..

alright, a picture of my idol! hahahaa...






hurhur... and also the lyrics (Chorus)


暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气