Thursday, March 17, 2005



WML proj is down! keke.. glad that i pull through.. thought i din know how, but praise God.. doors was open, before i ask. *smile*

now, main concern is jsp and j2me.. not an easy feat.. not at all.. but.. it seems slowli.. we are progressing.. smile..

now is week 13.week 14 is the proj deadline.. week 15 is my common test... week 16 is my exams.. *sweat*.. we're way back behind time.. am goin to brezze through. i believe..

think i gotta be back memorising my comm skills... behavouirs.. roles... teams....

@ 10:26 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005


Choose your attitude.

How much of your attitude is based on habit and how much is actually chosen? Is your response to any given situation based mostly on what you did a thousand times before?
Imagine for a moment that you could rise to a whole new level of living. Imagine that you could break free from your conditioned responses and live each moment as the unique opportunity that it is.
In your mind, step outside yourself and take a look at your thoughts from the perspective of an objective observer. Take note of all the times your attitude is nothing more than a habitual response.
Remind yourself that you do indeed have a choice. Your attitude is yours to determine.
When it's based on habit, your attitude can be easily manipulated by others, by those who do not have your best interest at heart. In contrast, when it's based on choice, your attitude can be a powerful force working in your favor.
In every situation, choose a positive, thoughtful response rather than a habitual reaction. It can quickly take your life to a whole new level.

-- Ralph Marston

@ 10:49 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005


applause! UMS down.. yeah~ the hour of presenting was quite tormenting..was so tense up, till i went juttery. well well... its not that i din know my codes well.. but its the questioning part, and those few little bugs which we want to conceal off by hardcoding *ooppx*.. well, he caught raymond's bug.. he's smart. dun see my sir stone stone duno how to speak english well, but his brain is programming.. hard.

tomoro's 2 quiz.. yeah~ i know i can do it. and next week is my English Exam. i know i can pass.. not that i'm boastful. but i'm boasting in His name.. He's my Daddy God, He's my planner. and yes.. i believed. was listening to 'I'm Running towards u' i just went full blast. i'm in the flow~ woOhOo...

i gotta be focus, i gotta find my way to success. i gotta get all things done. i gotta get all my grades. yes. i will. and i would get my distinction. [realise its past tense?] (keke, thank You JESUS!) *smile*

@ 7:47 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

muffie will hang on..
muffie will strive..
muffie will excel...

the fact.
i'm leaning on His grace.

i miss brownie..
i miss playing N-Gage.
i miss... meow-ing..


my life is buried with proj deadlines.

@ 12:39 AM

Wednesday, March 02, 2005



today was a total drag and wadever feeling day. wasnt myself at all.. alittle edgy, alittle frustrated. i think i have the mood of 'dun-come-near, i-will-bite' kind. no good... and i apologise. to those i think i have offended in my moodiness... *frown*

the reason for me being this way.. is the intense urgent feeling in me. this is the last sem, yet the most hectic sem. not naming only the proj, Unified Messaging System. jsp, j2me.. all these.. i have yet to touch. oh, i left out wml as well.. aint easy. and dun bother to ask wad's all that. i think i better feign ignorance to all of them. for now.

heartful of thanks to my darling friend. cindy. she's such a babe. such a friend really comes in aid when u need help. she has never shun me away. yet, she helped me till the end. i mean, friends. bountiful of them. but, true heart friends. how many can u count? a handful? guess, less than that. and my cindy is one of them. *smile* i love her.. she's holds no feelings inside her. she's kinda true. no motive in her thinking. a kid livin in her. i know that she'll not be reading all these.. but nonetheless, Cindy. Thanks. seriously.

in less than 5 weeks? i will be graduating? how fast? i'm stil waiting for NIE stuffs. mayb i shall just search one job and occupy myself. and also, help out in family. well well.. my mind is quite persistant. its rushing me to do UMS. well.. here i go.

oh.. i miss playing SIMS!
stupid proj.

@ 6:20 PM

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