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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Listening to: city on a hill

yap.. engine starting for my FYP. Today's presentation was a jittery one.. Kelvin was first to present, as his presentation had more details of client's info.. i dun mind actually, Alex thought i would. *eYe rOll* the room that we presented.. L445 was using computer which platform was Linux, so poor kelvin had to go all the way up to our lab and get his CPU and attach to the monitor. *sweat* When no one was in the room, i started praying.. just pray for favour and speak in tongues.

why did i say jittery? alex kept asking question and somesort, i felt the pressure addind on everytime he asked a question. till he asked me, so do u think u can get it done at the end of next week, a workable program includes shooting and everything.. *scream* the very fact that i have not embark on my velocity and wind theory.. would i be able to shoot out just anyhow? i couldnt answer, ended up shrugging my shoulders.. tears were already on my eyes rim.. think others lecturers saw, but i couldnt help it. i din want that to happen as well. i just force myself, fighting back all the tears. :( horrible isnt it? i ask to go to the washroom when alex was asking kelvin some question. i cant hold on, mucus are all running down.. ping ping, another really sweet lecturer came to the ladies and console me.. i mean, it did help.. but i ended up crying even more. *silly*

Alright, a 2 hr+ presentation.. it did shock pingfang and the others.. =) wad is there to present for so long? well, discussion took most of the time, and the fact that we were the only group presenting. personally, i guess this is good as well.. as all the lecturer's attention is on our proj. *selFisH*

Sms Darling right after presentation.. wanted him to be myself at that time.. felt so frail. told him that i broke down.. Hubby encourage me.. i felt so loved even by reading those sms.. cux i sense the love and the faith he has in me.. trusting that i can do it.. and i know i can do it.. in His name.. while bathing just now.. a verse just pop into my mind. 'Seek ye 1st the kingdom of God, and ALL THESE THINGS shall be ADDED unto u' just keep seeking God, and wadever desires.. God will just SuPply.. remember, He's the ultimate supplier of EveryThing.. *smile*

alright, now that i am home.. i'm feeling so tired.. but gotta get some scripting done.. bubbye for now.. *hugx*

@ 8:19 PM

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