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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

hello (O.O)"

tired.. reali.. had, tired of scripting.. kelvin is advancing in proj.. and themore i see him improve, it somehow add pressure to me.. i teared in lab.. i'm reali stuck.. and i duno who can i consult.. i'm so edgy... reali.. i hope i can have half of haleem's brain.. or from wad i heard, raymond's programming skill..

its ok, i shant go on saying.. the more i type, the more fear, the more i wanna... nah.. =) i will and i can do it~ amen. =)

I'm still thinking should i retake napfa.. the fact that i dun dare to jump. hai.. dearie print a page of 'how to improve standing board jump' i did read.. and crack a rather lame joke.. haa.. meow meow la...*ponDerx*

oh ya, i actually mass msn to alot of people to help me solve this pri4 question.. hahaaa.. yup, whole of my list.. this is funny... they are all racking their brains.. =) and yes, there are wrong ans.. *laughx*

Had a chat with my close friend in lab... AiPing.. i love her alot, but she distant from God.. hai, wad is it that to choose btw God and bf, she chose bf.. though bf is the more tangible, can sense love, the one can be seen and feel real.. but isnt God the truly one that wil never leave and forsake? she doesnt seem to understand wad i meant.. but from wad i think.. [mite be wrong] ping should lead him and herself to church, and not stray with him.. i've been through.. the periods.. dark.. done so many foolish things, done so many.. nvm, past. devil off u go! dun plant any of these thoughts in me! i know i am the righteous one in God.. *sHrugX*

People, am i being too holy? am i doin the right thing? wrong thing? why is it that when i wan to spread God's love.. i feel people outcast me? onli few people accept the way i am.. this make me scared of spreading.. but i love all of u.. =( i feel so upset.. guess onli Dearie and Charissa is still the ones that accept the way i am.. but i know for myself, i'm doin the right thing.. i am the light on a hill.. =) i am His princess.. i have what Jesus said i have. He done it all.. i love u, God.

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