Saturday, October 30, 2004

Presentation was a total screwed up... so upset about the whole thing.. seriously, though it started off well, as in.. i did joke with alex and leo about somethin, we did have laughter, well.. before presentation..

Screwing up is only when hobbit(miss teo) is around.. alright, i know i shouldnt be rude, but she does reali look like one.. the bombarding session.. askin and questioning as in i did nothing.. something like 'do u stay back and finish up, do u understand what's in ur project, do u think u reali did a fantastic job? is launching all about in the game? come on lo.. she expect me to read up and know everything about actionscript in the first 2 weeks.. even if now, i'm doin scripting, i maybe exposed to another way of coding.. scripting is nerverending.. i couldnt fight back my tears.. i reali tried my best, to keep calm and compose myself.. but when she shoot another question, u take so many time to think? i could have add up all ur 'thinking' time and add up, it'll equal to half the time here.. wad i meant in thinking was, researching, testing, finding the right implementation and everything.. she plainly though i sit there and think and did nothing.. wa lau.. kelvin gave me a packet of tissue after that.. this is agonising.. reali.. in front presenting in lab, where everyone is in there, i din wan anything to happen. *SCREAM*
U think its easy? no its not.. i repeat.. its not! so feeling so the so the.. nvm.

My School of IT lecturer, Anthony encouraged and helped me.. he himself know i did put in the effort. Anthony ask me to pull through.. and i will.. guess no more break for me again. terrible. cried when i was alone in lab.. after presentation, i thought i could rest a little before i embark on my report and technical documentation, seem not yet. i stayed back till 8.30pm. just sat there and do non stop, when all went for dinner. i hate it. i reali hate it. things and situation is so bad. Dear has beem trying so hard to cheer me up..yes he did. and i guess only he can.. its ok.. God never put a challenge too big that i cant handle.. God will handle, and i will pull through.

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