Wednesday, February 23, 2005


after a super rotten hectic day of time wasting, seen through UMS the whole morning and afternoon... trying to figure out yet not knowing wad to do..

i'm in just not in the mood of doin UMS, studying and all. just by thinking of so many thngs that had happen, at home.. some times i thought.. mayB i'm just a person on loan to this earth. sad isnt it? cant think of anything. i feel rejected.


trying to make myself feel slightly a little better, but to no avail. shant go on. i will develop into a state of emotion..


guess sometimes there're things about me that only people around me can see and i'm oblivious to, simply because i don't want to admit that I HAVE FLAWS.

lmao. kidding about the last part. i'm obsessed with my flaws and blab about it endlessly and end up feeling miserable. i guess this is just a new phase of self-discovery that continues to plague me with shocking truths about myself. things that i myself don't know.

i'm scared. what's going to happen? poly terms coming to an end.. my ept coming, and i have yet to feel confident.

shucks. inferiority..

history is history. i got to move on. move on where i know, life for me is much better than yest. let not yest's mishappens be todays flaws.



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