Friday, April 15, 2005

slept at 2 am and wake up at 9am..
guess the couple of days.. i had slept more than enough. compensate more than enough.

had this sudden to be online and blog.. and listen to my blog music.. its kinda-of-my song.. not applying in my current situation. but back in stc, when i like this girl.. hahaa.. well well, way back then.

vincent had his truckloads of fun with his classmates last night. spent the whole night at east coast with them.

wonder wad's up with me.. just becuase he din reply me, i start to flare up.. not that i did that on purpose.. but am i being too possessive. yes, i noe i am. but. it seems like its beyond my control.. *shrugx hard* i really (from the bottom of my heart) dun wan anything to happen to us. just because of my stupidity attitude.. i tried changing.. but this(attitude) is instilled in me.. arghh.. can try harder. its just my flaws lah, that others is oblivious to. well, i seen through myself. :transparent:

i'm hungry. *growl*

there's being so many things bothering me these days. having mixed feelings. think i cant be left alone for too long. depression will strike me suddenly. cry for no apparent reason, and din want to leave home.. aint good at all. *frown* mayB a chapter yet to discover is scary.. i have my own amount uncertainties as well.

people find it wierd when u do things alone.. go movies along, go shopping alone, or even go east coast alone.. i called that the spirit! cux instead of feel ashame, but u have the courage to see God's creation and pampered urself. i think its worth trying. i tried shopping alone.. its better! girls out there, its really worth trying out.. reasons? simple! I can change and admire myself in the changing room as long as i like without feeling my friend or vincent waiting outside will turn moudly. *grinx* movies? and east coast? well, worth trying. one fine day. when i reali getting edgy in all stuffs, its time to re-discover, the other side of enjoying alone. wierd? i think its fun! wonders. if time permits.


boy A: Come tell me a joke.
girl A: oh jokes, u are very handsome!
crowds: ponders awhile... and laughs....

people, laugh.. laugh can.. haha.. its a joke.

@ 9:19 AM

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