Friday, June 17, 2005

the heart and mind are in conflict. such a dreamer.

intones dispassionately* must not compare myself to others... must not compare myself to others... must not compare myself to others...

ahhh. i get it. sometimes i try, unknowingly, to be perfect. while i acknowledge the fact that no one is perfect, everyone is unique in their own ways, everyone's lives have their own kind of highlights, etcetc [insert more cliches]... that doesn't mean it's an excuse to be contented with life as it is, is it?

i feel incredibly lonely. so detached from the real world... everything seems to be dysfunctionin well...

i hate it when reality slaps me in the face.

and to make things even better, i'm sure no one knows what i'm talking about because i don't know what i'm talking about now. ah yesss. to make things even better, i know that i shouldn't be running away from problems.

oh, btw, what incited this entry? thinking way too much. about what's going to happen. about what has happened. about what i've done (or lack thereof) to cause it to happen. about what i've done (or lack thereof) to keep it from happening.

hate confrontations.

But the sad truth is that if you don't confront an issue, you'd remain being oppressed by stupidity that engulfs and suffocates and turns you stupid too.

actions pays.

@ 10:28 AM

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