Sunday, July 24, 2005


contentment entry

i guess i missed those gluttony times...
went to chomp chomp with vincent on sat. goSh, there are people everywhere. its too crowded.

still, we managed to get a seat. hubby went to order while i wait in anxiety. yes, i just cant wait to eat. hahahaa... it was really fullfilling, we din managed to finish all. we finish the ones hubby order yet wad i order... we cant finish. ha. i was too greedy. darn.

tomoro's monday.. and i'm looking forward for wed. (: the day when i get to see hubby again.

i guess i am too dependent on vincent. i just look forward for weekends, or days that he will be out and spent time with him. i enjoyed being with him and feeling so loved by him. he's good. someone that loves me alot and accept all my wrong doings. wad more shall i ask or seek? when God just place a man of my life for me 4 yrs back. i am more than willing to sacrifice anything just for the sake of our relationship... no explanations needed.. i love him. and i need him. (:

darling has been slimmin down. his weight is down so much till i cant grasp for acceptance. i'm definitely happy for him and love him losing cux of health. he's lookin great and he loves the way he's losing.

but on the other hand. i'm worried.. that he'll forsake me for another girl, cux i'm not prettier than those girls out there. i have this stupidity feeling, such inferiority feelings... i did confess to him. but i think it boils his blood. i shouldn't have doubt him. but its me that i cant accept.. its wierd. this feeling has been bugging me. just cant shake it off. shitty. i just have to change the mentality before wad i say becomes reality... here it goes again. *frown*

i will get over it. i am beautiful, no matter wad they say..


They can say,
anything they wan to say.
try to put me down.

but i will not allow
anyone to succeed,
hanging clouds over me.

@ 7:00 PM

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