Wednesday, September 21, 2005
today's my rest day.. and i guess, i deserved this rest day... aww *stretch*

was supposed to go KTV with my colleagues, but weather's too good to tuck me away back to lullaby. (: many things happen these few weeks.. good things though, yet tiring. *frown*

had another workshop on last Friday organised by company.. i'm appreciating every bit and move my company is organising for us. all the trainings, that we do not need to fork out a single cent, yet educating us all the essentials... how nice? Last friday workshop was named 'Just Power Up'.

it was some kind of missionary thingy i undergo way back in STC. only this time, it aint any religion. is a long 12 hr course. though it last for 13 hrs.. all of us was ushered into our meeting room with blasting music in the backgound. very hip and hop.. very 'young' kind of feeling.. hurhur..

well, this course, its something to do with urself, motivating and believin in urself. had multiple of different feelings when i'm undergoin this training..
one of it which i learned and realise was the real power of mind.. i was put to sleep on a floor with a person whispering some stuffs to me.. strange enough, i feel into concuss, not knowing they actually lift me up and laid me on 2 chairs. (i pity those man, i might have broke their hands.haha) some girls was asked to step on me. [yes!] and 2 of my male boss was asked to sit on me((YESS)). not to worry. i din feel anything.. i swear. they felt like pillow. light. very light indeed.. hmmm.. i was brought back to reality. and knowing who sat and stepped on me. couldnt believe. but it was witness by 30 over people. cant be wrong.. i was physic into 'sub-consious' mind, hearing and making me feel like a steel rod. and i was a steel rod when i'm placed on a chair.. anyone who sat or stepped on me, i am still a steel rod..

deep thinking. the power of mind. how powerful? by believing that i am a steel rod. i handle weight that i never knew i could handle.. speechless, i was amaze and dumbfounded.. i will start to believe.

emotions was running high at the last part when they showed us a video clip about Helen Keller, a deaf and blind child. all of us was weeping.. (should get the dvd)

i am getting so happy.. i am also getting confirm as well.. (: it might be the next meeting that i can attain the post i long wanted to.. patience patience..

enough about work.. Hubby's finally POP. and he's been posted to a driver. he seems quite sad about it, though he dint really tell me he's not that happy. but i know darling will prosper in that area. these 3 days have been monopoly and slack.. darling, u gotta hang in. be there for attendance. if they do not have any plans.. just play along with them.. have nothing to lose. (:

when dear was in tekong, i was looking forward his call at ard 10pm. that's when he will faked sleep and talked to me.. no matter how tired he was, darling will also attempt to call me. i appreciate that.. and no matter how i felt durin the day.. i feel recharged after speaking with brownie.. He kept the faith in me so well, believing in me, trusting and motivating when i feel down or lost. he's concerned did i take my meals, he concern if i have enough money.. i love this man.. he's been thru all the thick and thin and all sort of shits. *ops* but we've grown to be one in unison.. saving for our future, slowli and steadily..

dear,

Happy 51st Month!