Sunday, October 30, 2005

work load has been adding on piles and tonnes on me.. being the year end, where parents are eager to enroll their kiddos into tuition... i was shocked and in awe when i saw my pending tray full of new registration and well, withdrawal forms as well.. netrual~

well, i was working like a bull yesterday. till i had this very intense pain at the back of my head.. must be the one i knock on the wall, till it somehow scare darling.
it still hurts somehow.. brain scan?

some not so happy stuffs did run along my life.. i find it hard to delegate things to some of my colleagues. i do not know if its the age problem, being the youngest in the company and also a operation in charge, i really need more than myself to clear tonnes of things. but somehow, asking a 35 yr old colleague to help me clear things seem hard. i tried, but ended up.. i'm always doing it all by myself.. i dare not consult to Shirley about this. will it show my incompentency? will it disrupt my work appraisal? many things just zoomed through my thoughts.. well.. lets just wait.

i know some friends have been concern over my well being, and some good friends know wad i'm goin thru those shit in my home.. it did changed me, and i think its better to let them know, i have backslided. and its not anyone's fault. its mine, perhaps.. but i still have Him in me, believing that He's the almighty God. i'm not deceiving myself.. i know it as i sensed him before.. my work had required me to add in more hrs. i know about the one serving God or serving money. i beg to differ. i am now serving no one... being myself supporting myself. i feel proud of my achivement. earning my own school fees when i'm schooling, earning my own pocket money during poly yrs. i've surpassed many of my peers.. i chose to believed.

not to worry about my well being, i'm fine.. and couldnt be better.. i cant seek ur understanding, as i know how it feels to be a friend seeing another friend backsliding yet cant help much. i seek more than just mere understanding, but approve of wad i feel right and good now.. try not to change my mindset, i do not wan anything nasty to happen which will lead to any one of us, unhappy.

or when the limits is up. dun let any of the unwanted things to happen.

well~ things that have been bottling down for so long has been finally off loaded..
ease~

@ 12:16 PM

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