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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

after 6 months of probation. i am finally called 'Confirmed Staff' in Just. (: all the little bonuses are on my way! Yee-Har! i was graded a fairly 64% which my boss think its not bad for a green and young me. well, i thought, why not 1% more, make it a more better B3 grade. hahaha..

was having a good talk with Vincent last night regarding my problems. well, he seems to understand or not-so-understand my stand.. it was me that cant utter the word out. some emotion can only be felt and not expressed out in words.

again, its my problems. my damn problem(s).

i wonder wad the heck am i feeling this way. was it pride? was it ego? or was it something i dun even know of. it was tough. to juggle btw conscience and reality.. i told meself to accept back. but the mind is strong, the flesh is weak. i am weak.. in this area. sincerely thanks to one of friend(s) who sms me or emailed me about my well-being.. (bottom of my heart - Thanks!) i din know by a entry or short paragraph in my blog, i would get noticed and get the loved feelin back. but i am not delibrately doin it to gain that. i hope u guys know wad i meant.. thanks and sorry to those i have, in any case, neglected..

life, seems to be troubles these days. feeling better with those kids, and stress is coming up cux the kids are goin to promote to other levels, which means.. more work for me.. more moron parents, more and more and more work. sigh.

another challenge.

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Ivy Ng || Cloudpoem
23+, mother to Natasha
17thFeb
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JustEducation Tuition Centre P/L
Programme Executive
ImptDate: 27th Dec 2006 (Natasha's birthday)
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