Sunday, December 11, 2005
i lived through a terror day yesterday.
yesterday 10Dec2005, i was admitted to hosp after a neighbourhood doc gave me an overdosage of injection. fainted on the way back to hubby's place.

i was suffering from a very bad rashes when i was working. it starts to itch at around 1pm. i found myself in pain after scratching. went to see a doc ard my workplace. WTF, all of them are closed and wil be reopened after 2pm. the pain was unbearable, asked to be excused from work. and glad that Shirley allowed. reason of not being allowed would be shortage of manpower. but my rashes was that bad that my colleagues somehow shun me aside. well.. i was afraid that its contagious too. went to toilet and i was disgusted that my thighs and hand are all red and blocked with so many rashes. they resembles those liek mossies bite. i was getting panic than.

dialled the cab. the cabby was nice. talked to me so as to divert my attention. the rashes was spreading like hell.
went to the idiot doc. he too was having his lunch. he excused himself to the room and continue to eat. as i was the only patient, i requested if i could get immediate attention. the 'nurse' din wan to do it at first, but i requested again.. in hope they will understand.. anyway.. patient's life comes first than ur bloddy stomach! i asked vincent to come down to clinic by the time. Praise God he's with me.

when i entered, i did apologise that i interrupt his lunch. well, he din ans. asking me and gave me an attitude. i couldnt care less, just tell him how much pain i was in. he gave me a jab, and i was asking wad causes this... his fantastic ans was...'i dunno' and i further ask.. 'should i abstain from eating all seafood?' his ans again.. 'see, i duno wad causes this as well, it gotta be trial and error. u have to eat again to see if it attacks. it might be some insect bite, or seafood stuffs.' i looked at him in amaze..'trial and error?!' i wouldnt even wan myself to be in this state again! the jab he gave claimed that will make me sleep after 30mins. ok, i heed his words and head back home though my stomach was grumbling for food.

before i hit 10mins, reaching the void deck with hubby.. i was already feeling very bad. my vision started to blurred and there i go. i concuss. vincent must have slapped my hard.. i began to regain alittle conscious. i had lots of flashbacks. it seem like i was really sleeping. vincnet kept talking to me and bring me to the staircase when i sat down. he called down the ambulance. and i was put on a drip. my blood pressure plunge down. thanks to the overdosage of jab. the ambulance called up the clinic and ask wad medication i was given.. even 2-3 mins, i was given a blood pressure test, and i overheard it was goin down.. my whole body was too weak to do anything. i was like in jelly state. how baD!

i was given numerous injection again as my body is rejecting any stuffs inserted in my mouth. i wanted to vomit by the time. the doc in hosp had no choice but to inject something in me. i had many test. from ECG to check my heart. from oxygen testing? to many more. to blood test. and the doc said that my vein are too small. that's why my blood is taking it own sweet time to flow out. damn. i was given medication and i have to eat 6 medicine just in the morning.. fantastic.

finally i was able to discharge. i was feeling better and my rashes has subsided. the doc who attended to me was a filipino. head back home in cab and i was alittle dizzy. vincent went back the neighbourhood doc and screw the clinic up. demanded a refund from them. it cost me $39 from the bloddy idiot doc and hosp just cost me $70. $39 for the whole faint experience. head to hubby's place and i was sleeping again. yest i practically slept the whole day. i was feeling sleepy all the time.

one hell kind of experience. my left hand is still aching from all the injection. 5 injections! and my vein is bruised. imagine! i am going to write to straits time and complaine! hmm

long entry. but i see how fragil life can be. and i see how i cant live without vincent. he was with me all this while. without him supporting, without his caring. i wouldnt be here now. darling. u are really my precious. though u always wake me up with ur silly songs. i am more than blessed. darling, i love u. so wad if others say about us. it is love that bind us. we do not have to live other people's saying. :)