Wednesday, December 07, 2005


my grandpa got admitted to hosp again. the sight of him suffering ache my heart so bad. i had a very bad feeling, of something stuck in my mouth, making my speech so hard to express. the more i wanted to speak, the words seems hard to spoken.

my grandpa is one person i hold so dearly in my heart. i was lying on bed, thinking... those days in kampong. when he wake me up by tickling me with a feather, how he hug me when he bring me to school. he was the one buying crayons for me when i needed for my art lesson. he was the one to teach me how to make glue using home cooking stuffs. how to add an additonal hole for my belt cux i'm growing fatter and fatter... there's just too many things i can list down. now that he's sick and old, its my turn to return my love.

i am not heartless towards my mother though.. u see, it pays to be good. my grandpa prays for me constantly. he holds my hand tightly everytime i see him, and tell me he prayed for me. that was so assuring. i treasure him. not by wad he do, but how he show he loves me. he doesnt have much money on him, but he bought me a gold cross necklace..

i dun ask for much, i just ask that he will be on mother earth happily and healthily. when he hit 80, i will throw a big bash birthday for him. i promised. even if it takes me now to start saving. i will..

friends, pls.. extend ur prayers to my grandpa.

@ 10:43 PM

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